Javajune's Blog

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Stalkers are People Too

Please welcome Shadow Hopper to the sofa.

Stalkers have gotten a bad rap.  We aren’t all psychotic individuals who are in need of medication and capable of murder. I have stalked exboyfriends, exgirlfriends and strangers too.  Sometimes I get a little infatuated with others which leads me to follow them with my car and google everything there is to know about them.  I sometimes keep a journal about their day to day life which may include a picture or two. I think of it as research or homework done about a certain person I envy or have fallen in love with. People are obsessed with all sorts of subjects and things but as soon as they become obsessed with another individual they are considered a stalker.

I am a stalker and I stalk both men and women.  It just depends on who has made an impact on me. I assure you that I’m not dangerous and I don’t need heavy medication. I have never hurt anyone and I’ve only been caught once. You probably wouldn’t even notice  if I were stalking you.

Junie: You have certainly painted an alternate picture of a stalker but I have to say that I still find stalkers to be a little creepy-Sorry for my honesty.

jj

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January 18, 2009 Posted by | confessions, secrets, should be illegal | , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | 6 Comments

I Slept with your Boyfriend

perfume-girlPlease welcome Tonya to the sofa.

Please forgive me for this phone call. I slept with your boyfriend but it was purely an accident. We were drunk and it just happened. It was the night of your pool party. It happened when you were too busy to notice that we went upstairs to your bedroom. I have always been attracted to him but I never would have done this on purpose. I think he would have resisted me, if you had paid more attention to him. He has needs that you’re not meeting. You’re too busy with your job, your friends and too good to give him what he wants. If you plan to keep your boyfriend, you better start pleasing him for a change. If you don’t, I’m afraid you may lose him to girl like me. He is quite a catch and I’m not the only one who thinks so. The truth hurts but maybe this should be a wake up call for you.

Please don’t hate me because I’m not sorry it happened. I am sorry that I broke your trust. I hope that counts for something. Can we still be friends?

Junie: I’m really not sure what to say, other than I don’t think I would forgive you, if I were in your friends position. Sorry, but I’m just saying…….

jj

December 14, 2008 Posted by | bad boys, confessions, secrets | , , , , , , , , , , , | 3 Comments

Confessions from a Secret Lover

Welcome Dreamer to the sofa.

I felt that burning sensation climb up my legs and settle in my chest. You felt it too, I could tell. My mind was occupied with thoughts of you, every day. You missed me too. I know because you told me so. I felt lonely but I knew that I was not alone. You were with me in spirit.

This lonely charade has gone on on far too long. I’ve grown tired of pretending not to know you. I want more than just a secret meeting at 3:00 am. Making love to you is better than I could have ever imagined but the loneliness is worse. You are a gifted lover but you have a full life without me. When we make love our bodies melt into a single burning ember of passion but we are forced to extinguish the glow and go back to a facade that is killing me.

As long as you are in my heart there is no room for any others. I can’t play this game of secret lovers with you anymore. I must move on. Our secret will never die completely, it will just whither and fade until it occupies the tiniest corner in my heart. I miss you.

Junie: Dreamer that was beautifully said. I loved every word.

December 12, 2008 Posted by | secrets, Uncategorized | , , , , , , , , , , , , , | 1 Comment

Confessions of a Ex-girlfriend Turned Stalker

boyfriend stalkerPlease welcome Amy to the sofa.

I hate to admit it but I have been stalking my ex. It happens late at night when I can’t sleep. Or on the days when I feel so alone. I drive by his house, call his new girlfriend and hang up, or leave messages on his Myspace. Sometimes I park across the street from his girlfriend’s place hoping to catch a glimpse of them thru the window. Recently I hit a new low and started peeking in her windows. I still fantasize about him and have been thinking of showing up at his door around 2:00 am in nothing but my black leather coat and tall lace-up boots. I can’t help myself.  He was the best sex I ever had and my first true love. I want him back.

Javajune: Sounds like you got it bad girl. My advice is put your leather coat and the sexy boots to better use and just move on.

jj

December 7, 2008 Posted by | confessions, nasty habits, should be illegal | , , , , , , , , , , | 5 Comments